I Have to Stop © pépé dubé (from T.T.R-M 1rst album 2012)
I’ve crossed doors and walls
Don’t know how
I’d like to sleep a bit
Just laying down
I should take a breath
Before I turn to clown
Need to find a bed
For those scratched bones
Aspirin or valium
Any kind of drugs
Need to slash me some
Better than any drop
Don’t remember his name
Just a smile on his face
I forgot everything
Don’t know why I’m crying
Oh, Blue , Red or white
Questions of time
Juste have to stop
To touch a cup of wine
My brain in scattering
And my guts are spreading out
No more strength for standing on
And no air at the window
Should I stay deaf or blind
Should this screw pierce my mind
Was I alive yesterday
Now I’m laying in a grave
Oh no..